Now let’s talk about a very controversial subject that is plastic surgery…
So many opinions out there and a lot of people are against it…
Plastic Surgery isn’t for everyone of course, I respect and value the difference of opinions but I hope I get the same respect in return for my opinion…
Now before I talk about my surgeries,
I will state that I am not promoting it or in any way trying to glamorise ”going under the knife”. I’m not going to name the clinic either for the simple fact of not ”promoting” surgery in this post..
I will tell you my reasons for getting my work done though …
If you have read my story you will see I have had a difficult life and suffer at the hand of some pretty horrific illnesses to which I have tried on numerous occasions to end my life!! So I am coming from a place where I have seen first hand how short life can be, my mindset around this is that if you really and truly dislike something about yourself to the point it bothers you day to day then I am all for ”fixing” the problem…
After all life is far too short to be nothing but happy.. Again reading my story you will know I have done extensive work on myself internally so of course I have looked a lot at acceptance around these ”issues”. Bottom line was I just didn’t like some parts of my body!
Growing up I was completely flat chested in my early teens, when I hit the age of 16-17 my God did I blossom…
I went on contraception which was a factor to consider, the hormones I was on most definitely played a part in my ”big boobs”.. At one point in my life I was wearing an F cup bra…
Due to my weight fluctuating so drastically my cup size was constantly changing.
My ”skinniest” weight, I was wearing a UK size 4 clothes and I would shop in the kid’s section, my cup size at that stage was a B-cup. So from having had really big boobs to really small boobs I was paranoid and hated them, I also felt they had dropped and I didn’t like the shape and I felt they had lost volume!
So after much consideration, low and behold I am now a proud owner of DD’s… No matter how much I run on the treadmill my boobs aren’t budging in size..
This was another issue I had with exercising I wanted to exercise but I hated the fact my chest was the first to go so rather then losing weight the healthy way I would just starve myself!!!
That was my sad reality at that point!!
Now let’s talk about my rhinoplasty..
To look at me before my ”nose job” it actually wasn’t too bad but by God did I myself hate it!
I had a slight bump that I could see from the corner of my eyes when I looked at it!!
I loved my nose from the front in fact I had a little button nose but I hated my side profile, I would avoid my side profile at all costs, in all pictures!
I just simply didn’t like it!!!
Now also I had a number of health issues with my nose and have suffered with my sinuses all my life I had daily sneezing fits and really bad hay-fever so that was a big deciding factor to getting it done!!!
So rather then going under the knife on two separate occasions I got them both done at them same time!!!
I went abroad for my surgery but I looked thoroughly through each clinic before deciding on one. I did my homework on my surgeon and the clinic, checking all the before and after pictures and reviews.. My advice to anyone going abroad is do your homework do not mess around with something as serious as surgery!!
People thought I was mad to get multiple surgeries at the same time but I thought it would be mad not to get everything done while I was under anaesthesia!!
Now here is the gods honest truth!
I thought long and hard about it and I saved every penny I had to do it.. I knew what type of boobs I wanted and how I wanted my nose to look and saved a library of pictures to show my surgeon when I got there!!
One thing I didn’t do was watch any of the videos of ”how it was done”.
I did not want to see someones face being sliced open and the skin of their nose being taped to their forehead while a surgeon used a hammer to crack the bone!! I knew what was about to happen but I had my mind made up and I was in no way jeopardising my decision by watching a video on it!!!
A lot of people I know who have had surgery want to watch these type of videos I’m personally not into it!!!
The lead up to my surgeries, I was more excited then anything about the end result that I didn’t think too much about being put to sleep etc.
I went over with two of my best friends so they could mind me and keep me company which of course they did!
I was under the knife for a total of six and a half hours it was supposed to be only four, so you can imagine the panic of my friends and my family waiting by the phone!!
Luckily for me everything went completely to plan, my surgeon was happy with my results.. I found the aftercare quite hard as some of the nurses were quite cold, my God did I appreciate and miss out beautiful and kind Irish nurses at this point! Nevertheless I got through the first few days which were fairly horrific, I would be lying if I said otherwise! I wasn’t given strong enough pain relief and my swelling and pain were almost unbearable, my poor friends were afraid to look at me at times in case they gave away how swollen and terrible I actually looked! On my left breast I had gotten 400cc but for whatever reason I got a trapped nerve, and that pain was completely unbearable! In the mornings on the way to the clinic for my check ups, I cried and screamed over the bumps and corners on the roads, genuinely the pain was excruciating! Trying to get out of the bed was a huge struggle. I have never felt pain like it!! Having been an addict my tolerance for drugs would be relatively high as would my pain threshold but Once I got the pain management under control and upped my meds I was ok and able to deal with the nerve pain!!! It even relieved my journeys to the clinic!
I stayed in Poland for seven days, due to the rhinoplasty and the cast etc! I started to feel some what normal around the forth\fifth day and my appetite was coming back too!! Showering was quite difficult my first shower I thought my boobs were going to fall off… 😂 I needed a hand to wash my hair, once we got over that hurdle, I was feeling a lot better and was able to even go out for dinner on the 6th night! Besides my pain at the beginning and the blunt, cold nurses the worst thing for me was definitely not being able to taste food for a couple of weeks, as my nose heeled too over those weeks the smell from my healing nose was quite vile but now since my operations my boobs are completely settled and they feel extremely real! Having gone over the muscle and for the round shape they look quite fake but that was the look I wanted! As for my nose my breathing is so much better then before my op, my sneezing fits rarely happen and I absolutely ADORE my new little button nose!! I have no regrets now that I am over the pain and healing!! I am 100% happy with my results and my reasons for my multiple surgeries!! Unless you live in the forest and wear leaves as your clothing and you are completely natural from head to toe then maybe I would hear you out about your opinions on plastic or cosmetic surgery, but if you are some one who gets any type of beauty treatment done and still put people down for these types of procedures then you my friend are either jealous, can’t afford it or simply just against it that in my opinion makes you a hypocrite… So to the people out there who have had a bit of ”work” done and are ashamed to admit or say it don’t be!! Of course there id far more important things out there to be worried about but my opinion, life is way too short to be anything but happy and if fixing or enhancing something in your experience is important to you then i suggest you go for whatever it is that will help your happiness!!💜
The video I have attached was a shortened version for you to get an idea of my surgeries!!!
Thank you for reading,